Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Auntie Flo is a bitch from hell

Why do periods have to be so goddam painful? It's enough that they show up when you least want them, taunting you "na-na-nee-na-naaaaaa, you're not pregnant", but they back that up with crippling back pain, belly ache and general all over shitty feeling. I just want to curl up into a corner and cry today.

I know, it's only two months since we got the go ahead to try again, and I shouldn't be expecting it to happen for us straight away, but in April it will be three fucking years since we started trying to conceive. Three years. There's a couple I know expecting their second baby who hadn't even gotten together when we started ttc. And we are still stuck in this shitty never ending rut. And I'm going to be 40 in just over 4 months time. It's not fair. This was supposed to be our happy ending. Why is it so easy for some people and so very hard for others?

7 comments:

Xbox4NappyRash said...

It's horrible, I'm sorry.

womb for improvement said...

I completely understand. I'm so fed up, for you, for me, for everyone who has trouble doing what for others is so easy.

Paint it Black said...

Life is a bitch and Aunt Flo is the cult leader.
Im so sorry.
Hugs
Just virtual ones, I'm really not a huggy person
Are you laughing yet? Laugh at me if you want if it helps at my bad attempts at humour

nutsinmay said...

DAMN.

I'm sorry.

(Golly. Your word verification for the day: 'sultries'. I kid you not)

Mick said...

That's horrible.

Hope you're feeling better now. I'm sure the dreaded aunt has gone.

Maybe she'll decide not to come back for some time...

Jane G said...

Thanks everyone. I was in very bad form as you can imagine when I wrote that. Feeling better now, let's hope the clomid doesn't kick in too much this time :)

Kim said...

I'm sorry. As I am very late to this post I hope you are feeling a bit better.